Blabbering

Life what is it? Experience why do people go through it? Emotions, why does it make people feel it? Acting as what people feel and want,why? Doing stuff to make people happy which you don't even feel happy at all, why? Everyone has different answers to this kinds of question. In this society, people compare. Like who has higher education, who has a bigger car, who has a bigger house, who has a prettier wife/ handsome husband, whose kid got the top place in class, who got any kind of awrd, whoes kid got any kind of award, who is more successful, who have more money, who is stronger, who is better.
This has been created by society, rules ,culture and beliefs which have been created by man themselves. which everyone in the world are following. Like education i need better qualification to get a stable bigger pay check this is input into the everyday human through out the world.
Why is there economy crisis, financial crisis? Money itself is created by man the value of money is also created by man. These are one of the restriction and beliefs made by man. What would become of this world if one day people discard the so called "value" on things itself? Will there not be economy crisis? Cause everything in everyone's mind throughout the world doesn't care the value of things?
Laws, rules, regulations and restrictions these are the thing that restrain people that are different and make every person the same. Is it really the right thing to be the same as everyone else? If it so why would there be people breaking such rules and regulations? And why ppl want to be different? And being different may also cause you ending up in jail, despised or even hated by ppl around you. Isn't this so called laws and rules is there to protect every single person? And why is it so when someone comes out with a different idea that doesn't suits these ppl the handle this so call law, oftenly being charge and locked up, as with these ideas are intentions of good to normal ppl.

ok enuff of blabbering time to sign off and go fill some forms

THX for the celebration guys

Came back from polar's house after a play for fun mahjong session and sleep.Arrived at his house 7pm then ask him why did he ARGH when the door hits his back when he opens the door. Then he told me has a slip disc. His walking posture looks awkward due to the pain.
Well, didn't expect to have a cake yesterday, a birthday cake came out at 10.55pm yesterday when they say stop the game for supper. A small celebration of my birthday held at polar's house with lynn and ben. The cake was mango not bad since it came out from four leaves. took a few pics standard leo 'bo liao' poses for the photo. After continued with mahjong with the table squeezed into polar's bed room cos he needs to lie down once awhile cos of the pain, while playing mahjong i logged in the facebook and played pet society for a while using polar's com,then we stopped at ard 3. Watched a russel peter show for ben's lappy. then slept till ard 12 today.

Thx guys for the celebration. Polar hope you get better.

Leo Lee Eng Tee

Leo, Lee, Eng, Tee. All 4 of this are surnames add them up and you'll get my name. Well, this isn't something new but i just wanna add this to my blog as i remember someone said this before.

Leo. How did this name i call myself came from? back in my secondary ppl keep calling me by Eng Tee, yongdi and lao gao and one person like to call me yingdi well at that point of time my brother was enlisted in the army so i ask why his no. 4 puts Lee E K on it. Then i know E K stands for his initials as he told me. Later on my secondary sch ppl of my year wanna form a soccer team of their own i remember it was called The Spirits, So we went on to print soccer jerseys and putting the name we want on it. Then the guys put their christian name on it, at that point i dun have a English name so i improvise on my initials taking the L from Lee plus my initials i called myself, LET. Well i still have that jersey in my closet although the printing was worn and i got a same no. with the other guy. After NS i found my 1st job it was outdoor sale where the boss want's me to give him a English name that would be easier for him to call. Well i remembered i call myself LET in my sec sch years but thinking it was odd for him i decided to change the T to O there for LEO has became my so called English name.

Lee is my surname nothing to really talk about how it came from.

Eng and Tee also nothing to say about too cos it's given by my father

Yet another year have passed for Leo Lee Eng Tee

Well today's my birthday dun intend to celebrate cos no plans before and no cash( well i just think like this cos i dun wanna spend them). yet another year has pass for me. Year 26 time to sort out what i really want in life pass life as it is all these passed 26 years living the happy go lucky way and i dun give a damn attitude. It's time to think and do what i really want in my life and live it. Oh since it's my birthday for starters, i'll make a wish then.

Wish i get a good job real quick <==.(the waiting for good thing to happen attitude) Well i'm kinda unable to find a job for almost about a year and having a manufacturing engineering diploma isn't much help. Shld have stayed on working instead of studying for 3 years.when economy aint as bad now.Maybe i'm too picky and wanted to find an engineer job.Well i t's really time to go back and train get my judo black belt and maybe try to get my karate black belt too.

Celebrating my birth with a mahjong session. LoL, well these guys i having mahjong with dun even remember it's my birthday. it's just a random "hey let's go play mahjong a this guy's house." Most of my birthdays are quite one never really celebrated it officially on the day itself. Only one celebrated late was last year's birthday.It was just an excuse just do a BBQ saying because it's my birthday by my frens and the NYP judo club guys that are closer to me and it was like a few days late. I hardly hear ppl celebrate birthdays late, well my only one is one of the few maybe.

Well coming to the end of this bulletin i'll wish myself a happy birthday." HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LEO" "And may your sugar mummy fantasy come true too. LOL."

Bored at home

After no luck of job hunting, i'm still rotting at home. Bored and no extra money to spend. Although i do have money that i really dun feel like spending. Well like every other day i'm still rotting at home smelling my rotting full of odor body rotting in mindless shit on the internet slowly corroding my brain away with my aching neck and back these few days. i guess it's time to go out and do some excercise after this neck dun hurt no more. mindlessly went on tagged just now saw a msg left by someone which got msn so added her then i chat for awhile and found out another cam model. Wah buay sian arh why all these cam model like to go on internet find ppl to go see them in webcam on some site. Too bad i'm not a woman if not i might do that too. Well no one like to see a guy on webcam and pay him, right? That's just totally turns people off. OK, that's all i have to say. Boring post.

A really strange dream

Just woke up after having a few dreams and intend to write this particular dream that i had today. This dream is strange in a fact that it is me going back for ICT (for those who don't know ICT means In-Camp Training. It's for ppl that has finished their 2 years national service to train them so they won't forget how to use their rifle and their basic military stuff.) but really i don't know is it ICT or what it just a military camp. Ok back to the dream, It's the 1st day of ICT don't remember why but i have stay in camp. Booked in, drawn my rifle and i was given different bunk aside from the guys in the platoon. it's with the same level with my platoon but it's d different flight of stairs which separates from the platoon alone by itself where there are no other bunk, then in my mind i was thinking area cleaning siao liao lar sure in-charge of this whole area. then the funny part is this bunk has only 2 bed when i reach it and the odd part is the toilet is just in the bunk itself. It seems more like a master bed room in HDB then a military camp bunk. The more the odd it is my bunk mate is not even there yet. So i relaxed at the table threw my field pack and stuff at the side and went down to the vending machine to get a drink. To my surprise i seem to saw some nyp guys i knew, preparing to go for some karate tournament. The funny thing is these guys were guys i know from nyp judo odd but it's possible. Talked to them a bit and went back to my bunk, when i reach my bunk i saw my stuff was not on the table so i checked my cupboard it was neatly unpacked and my stuff was all in there. Then i saw my bunk mate cupbard was open but i did not see anybody in the bunk. Out of curiosity i took a peek at the opened cupboard, then i was shock, why the hell is a spaghetti strap in the cupboard hanging there. In my mind, i was thinking is this guy some drag ah gua or what, this time siao lar sleeping alone with ah gua. To come to notice i heard some running water in the toilet, so out of friendliness i drag myself to go greet my bunkmate in the toilet and to pee too. While peeing i shouted out:"My name is Leo but you can call me lao gao or E.T if you like. Buddy!!" Then i heard a feminine giggle coming out from the shower, which is kinda eerie why is there a female in the shower giggling, so i dashed out of the toilet took my buddha amulet and sat at the table pretending nothing happend. After the running water stopped, out came a woman naked wiping her hair and smiling saying :"What are you looking at? Buddy." At that moment i was shock while looking at her. Well, her body was voluptuous but she looks quite young and small sized. Her slightly tanned look makes her more attractive with her long hair. I couldn't believe my eyes why am i in an army camp with a woman in my bunk, so i step over touched her face to to see if she is real or not. She gave me a weird stare while smiling asking what am i doing. So i showed her the amulet and said in a jokingly manner, that i thought that she was a ghost and have to make sure that she is real. After that i found out she actually knows some of my ITE friends that is in another company in the camp when we go to the cook house for dinner and saw them. And just when i remembered that i don't even know her name and was about to ask her. My mum came into my room and and woke me up from my dream and ask me to go buy dinner. That's when i realize that it was a dream, well it's not a wet dream but the woman that's naked in there seems odd to me.
Then i realise today's friday i should be bringing someone to katong sensei's dojo for judo training but heck it's already 8 going would be a waste of time since training had started at 7. Then i decided to go back to sleep becuase i'm lazy to buy dinner. And had a few other dreams like traveling to places and santa looking for a wife or something like that before waking up to write this blog down.