Wednesday, March 27, 2019

End of financial year. Everything looks good and jolly outside only.

It's the end of the financial year, lesser workload.

But Leo still don't feel any good about himself. Thinking about so many things in life. i.e. How to stay positive, get more money, teach his daughter what is right or wrong, how to find more time to exercise and how to do the things he usually like. And finding time to be just that crazy and full of energy Leo. And also most importantly concentrate on his work.

Leo is sad for leo has no one to resonate his life or to have anyone to just talk out whatever shit Leo is dealing with. (His good friend Anthony has died of a heart attack Infront of him and he couldn't do a shit about it.)

In workplace Leo have to shut the fuck up and do his work. Cos colleagues are complianing that he has so much to talk about but cannot concentrate on his work. In the end they do not know Leo is stressed out in life. And just want to talk about anything. But will not talk much about his life. Cos Leo's defense is up as there is no real person that you can really talk to about in life at in his work place. Ppl will only "click" with you only when you talk good about them or speak "their language".

The only thing Leo can just do is to blog. Leo don't think ppl will blog much anymore. Since facebook, Twitter and Instagram is now the "in" thing. Ppl showcasing their life for everyone out on the internet. Show love and their happiness. No one will care about anyone's anger, sadness or even plight. Everyone is always putting on a mask to everyone. And not the real person Infront of alot of people.

Life is tiring and Leo just need a proper someone to talk to spill all the shit and sadness to and just go on with his life.

Time to end this blog as life still has to go on no matter what.

And may Leo be happy and have lots of luck by his side. (Cos he needs it).

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