Another Anger Post By Leo

 Leo has lost his cool today due some idiots then he decided to post shits of the truth randomly out of anger. And then decided he will delete it later. Ultimately Leo has been screwed in the ass by some idiots. Neither nor less Leo is still the big loser of this freaking facade. Leo can be more reactive at work now and not care let all the shithole burst. Cos everyone in the team already drowning it doesn't help if you look dump more shit in . Maybe you won't die 1st the rest is drowning in shits. This organization may be dynamic but this department isn't.

End of financial year. Everything looks good and jolly outside only.

It's the end of the financial year, lesser workload.

But Leo still don't feel any good about himself. Thinking about so many things in life. i.e. How to stay positive, get more money, teach his daughter what is right or wrong, how to find more time to exercise and how to do the things he usually like. And finding time to be just that crazy and full of energy Leo. And also most importantly concentrate on his work.

Leo is sad for leo has no one to resonate his life or to have anyone to just talk out whatever shit Leo is dealing with. (His good friend Anthony has died of a heart attack Infront of him and he couldn't do a shit about it.)

In workplace Leo have to shut the fuck up and do his work. Cos colleagues are complianing that he has so much to talk about but cannot concentrate on his work. In the end they do not know Leo is stressed out in life. And just want to talk about anything. But will not talk much about his life. Cos Leo's defense is up as there is no real person that you can really talk to about in life at in his work place. Ppl will only "click" with you only when you talk good about them or speak "their language".

The only thing Leo can just do is to blog. Leo don't think ppl will blog much anymore. Since facebook, Twitter and Instagram is now the "in" thing. Ppl showcasing their life for everyone out on the internet. Show love and their happiness. No one will care about anyone's anger, sadness or even plight. Everyone is always putting on a mask to everyone. And not the real person Infront of alot of people.

Life is tiring and Leo just need a proper someone to talk to spill all the shit and sadness to and just go on with his life.

Time to end this blog as life still has to go on no matter what.

And may Leo be happy and have lots of luck by his side. (Cos he needs it).

Depressing thoughts of 2018

Dragging myself to work everyday, putting on a happy face to idiots that think about your freaking work performance only.

2018 is a tough and difficult time for me. Ppl think i'm happy at giving lousy work. Health issues isn't getting any better.

Frequently emotion joyrides given by certain ppl, made numbness of my hands and feet being more and more frequent. Trying to find ways to get more income. Yet it is so hard since you have no network and contacts. And your only best friend has left this world with your father having a second stroke. And you having to fear that youself will too get a stroke, due to the constant numbness. Not everyone will know how you feel. Not everyone understands how you feel.

Ppl taking pride in beating you down cos you work in the public service. And your own organisation is constantly fighting a internal war to taichi things. It's freakin disgusting and tiring to work in a place like this where you have to constantly watch your own back. And you go back to a place that is always constantly giving you a lot of different shit compliants about your children that is due to their way of interfering your teaching of your children in the past. Where you have no place and no one to tell or vent out your problems

Everyday have to handle all the emotional shit.

Leo Blogging

Blogging seems to be a luxury for Leo right now since he is married and has kids. The luxury to sit on the mrt reserved seat when he don't see any ppl that needs the seat more then him. It's been years since he has blogged. Blogging started out as just for fun for Leo. As he was trying to blend in with the young poly kids, in which it turned out to be a love hate relationship in Blogging till out of boredom blogging. It's became something Leo reads back just for fun right now. And maybe it will become something that records his silly writings.

It's 2017. Leo was browsing through his blog which he stop posting years ago on 31 Dec 2016

Have stumble upon a very old draft that was never posted. Felt funny of the draft that now Leo is already married and have 2 kids. The draft was composed on 13 Dec 2007. So enjoy.

The draft title was:
Is Leo turning Gay???

The draft contents as below:

Hmmmm

A funny question that leo thrown to himself. Why he is still asking for guys company, when he knows that he shld spend time going out with women. Leo, are u turning gay?

If i am wrong pls correct me guys.

Leo check list.

-Leo loves himself.
-Leo likes straight porn - man with woman. (which guy doesn't)
-Leo likes to look at womens chest and butt area and compares openly.
-Leo like fair complexion women.
-Leo is touchy to guys and gals.
-Leo claims that he is straight.
-Leo claims that he likes woman.
-Leo claims that he feel digusted by the actions of Gays.
-Leo dun like hard selling religion shit.
-Leo shaved his legs before.
-Leo shaved his head before.
-Leo like Yiling before. but she didn't like him cos he shen jing da tiao at that point of moment.
-Leo actually think of liking wanshi before.
-Leo actually think of liking brenda before.
-Leo wanted to go for Ma lili but did nothing but he was thinking of zhu yu instead.
-Leo wanted to go for Jiang Pin but did nothing too.
-Leo is confused in anything that he does and abt to do.
-Leo looks despo and preverted all the time.
-Leo is never serious.(but hardly ppl see leo's seriousness they only think leo having PMS when he get serious.)

newly added stuff
-Leo actually think of liking peiying too. And got an eyelid infection after staring at her too long.
-Leo claims that he want to go for jasmine and did nothing too.

20plus more days till that day

Should i do something about it, or just let it pass like most the years b4 army life. Spending my day sleeping through it, or doing random stuff and not care. Well the past 5-6 years was fun and i appreciate the ppl that have been in my life and spent that day with me.