After such a long time i ever played mahjong, i still feel that i suck at it. Went to melvin's house to play mahjong with patrick and ricky. Aiya, i think i forgot to greet melvin's mum, how rude of me. Took me so long just to play 1 full round from 6 till 9. WTF!!! That means i suck lar. After that patrick gone to meet the guys. And ricky send me home, great person. He ask me why i never go out with patrick and the guys. Normally i dun like to drimk much lar and they usually do stuff i hardly do. Hardly contact with most of them actually, but ricky said try to stay close and dun be left out. Which is quite true need to catch up with them more. kinda felt abit lost when they are talking abt things. Ya and b4 the mahjong session i felt bored in my lab sitting in front of the com while "doing" my FYP and i just see anyone on my msn and told them i love you. got loads of reaction mainly most of them online at that time where guys. they felt disgusted saying they are not gay or something like fuck you. got a few said "i love you too". And one asked me "FYP too bored is it?". To let you know yes i'm bored and those that said i love you too knows that i'm bored. i'm bored becos someone dun belive wat i said so i go ard telling ppl "i love you". just to let go of that uneased feeling. felt better when patrick suggested mahjong at melvin's place. Here by i'm giving a special thanks to those who say "i love you too" and "i will try to love you. " guys. And a normal thanks to the ppl that replied to make me not so bored although they where some what rude comment. Basically from my point of view those that gave me somewhat of a rude comment they dun think of me as close to them. Now i know who are those who knows me well.
