Leo has graduated from NYP and small thoughts of his past 25 years

For those who are disappointed think Leo would fail and have repeat modules. You are wrong i never failed a single module in my whole 3 years in NYP. Only got lousy grades for them because i love studying in the last minute. Sorry for the dissappointment.

Has graduated sum days ago (20th May 2008 graduation day) but only now have the mood to type a blog.

Finally graduate from NYP a place i love and hate to be in. For love i like the lectures and my tut grp that i spend my 3 years with. Hated for the cock ppl that do a lot of cock stuff in the campus during my 3 years.
After getting bad grades for my 'N' levels in secondary sch i choose to got to ITE instead and went to learn automotive in heavy vehicles after graduating from ITE yishun.
I realized i'm not very fit to be a grease monkey and there comes National Service a place where every boy learns how to be a man some way or the other.Same old stuff BMT in 46th Armour posted to Ammo Base after a provost course having a Fucked up yaya corporal, lao jiao ask you do cock stuff ,teaching you how to tuang when doing your duties for 8months Then tranfered to supply transport training school, catering training wing, to be a waiter cum store man serving the minister lunch, doing officiers catering and bais of IC and racism in camp.
After NS is work went thru some logistic work and sales work having know competitors staff put down our product when thier product quality is worst then us.
Then got to go Nanyang polytechnic to study, since after all these years it made me realise how every person spend thier life studying 10plus years just to get a better job in life and so called work for a living. The better the economy the hapier the ppl when economy goes bad the ppl complians and rising living cost can't meet ppl's living standards.
So what's living a life anyway, to most ppl here is having a house maybe a car have enough money for children's education.To some other parts of the world living is just to feed the stomach no let it hunger and have water to quench thier thirst.
So what are living to you anyway. i keep asking myself over and over. Searching a life which has no definite answer.

To me right now i lead a normal life so thats my life for the past 25 years, then for the rest of my life i'll keep searching for the answer till i go to my deathbed. While i stumble and fall in the process of searching the answer.